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[Sep. 11th, 2011|02:51 am] |
TIME FOR CHANGE.
NO MORE WORDPRESS/LIVEJOURNAL....
find me if you can :) |
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[Sep. 11th, 2011|01:09 am] |
life has been treating me good.
i am happy (enough) |
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[Sep. 4th, 2011|11:50 pm] |
just spamming this right now. fucking hate how stupid i am.
why can't i deal with things like a normal human being??
why must i be different? why is it so hard to transfer my thoughts out into words.
why can't i just say, " I AM FEELING LIKE SHIT I WANNA TALK TO SOMEONE."
WHY WHY WHY WHY SO HARD???
omg i wanna just jump into an ocean and drown. and disappear. FOR NOW. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2011|11:35 pm] |
wow i really fucked it up.
maybe we're just....not meant to be i guess
yeah we're not.
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[Sep. 4th, 2011|10:21 pm] |
i wanna be okay.
i don't want these problems.
i don't want these nightmares.
let me live my life normal please.
i hate being like this.
i keep telling myself i'll be okay. but who the fuck am i kidding?
i'm just an annoying emotional bitch who drowns in her own self pity. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2011|09:07 pm] |
whenever i'm feeling down, i always blog here.
i guess its because nobody reads it anyway.
i shall keep it that way then.
i've been feeling so down lately.
which made me realise
1) i have no one to talk to
2) i don't trust anyone enough to talk to them about it
3) i'm fucking alone.
i wish humans weren't so judgemental. i wish it was okay to feel sad and to talk about it once in awhile....
but its not.
people are all out to put you down.
they make you wanna sleep forever and forget everything for a bit. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2011|11:33 pm] |
if caring lesser makes you feel better than i should be relieved?
if i don't care, i guess people are entitled to not give a fuck too. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2011|08:53 pm] |
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i stopped caring and opening up to people because no one really gives a fuck.
but then when you stop opening up to people, you to start to get really lonely.
and thats what i've been feeling these days.
alone.
i know everyone's starting to give up on me because i keep letting them down.
what if i give up on myself, whats going to happen?
i'm scared
:(
gonna fucking break down. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2011|01:24 am] |
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HOW DA FUCK IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH FOR SO LONG?!?!?!
IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IMPOSSIBLE! WHATDAFUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME. THANK GOD NO ONE WILL EVER SEE THIS. JUST NEED TO SPILL THIS OUT SOMEWHERE. good old livejournal is still the best! so private! |
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[Oct. 27th, 2010|03:05 am] |
so...i've been happy the past few days. not ecstatic kind of happy but just happy enough. my mum got me and my bro each a bb! which made me happy! i'm actually liking my life now, no social life but its good. cannot sacrifice seeing you because i simply don't want to. i miss you sometimes though, your company, everything. but i cannot, i must not. oh and btw, am liking life without fb, feels so carefree!!!
on a lighter and happier note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, CHERYLANNE NG!!!
and also
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISHA, MA BITCH FOR LIFE!
i shall end this off with what blair said to chuck
"but everytime i try to move on...you're there" |
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